messed up..

Everything's better now. And worse.
Things are a lot different, but still the same.
Nothing's new. And yet, it all seems odd now.
Crap.

This is stupid. I can't even seem to think of something worth reading. crazy. Maybe yes. I'm absurdly crazy. Hell, this is ridiculous. Am I me?

I feel messed up. And miserable.
And yet, I'm happy.
How insane.

My mind is in terrible turmoil right now. I don't know exactly what to think. Or feel. It's like I'm drifting to insanity.

And yet, it all ends up to one thing.
i miss you.

as simple as that.